Complicated love…
Hi there! Well, for those of you that actually read my blogs, Chapter 2 is slowly, but surely taking shape. I’d say it would be a while before it is finished, but not too long! For those that are reading it for the first time, I welcome you, and hope you will at least find some part of my blogs interesting enough to prevent you from being bored (at least, for a while). :P
Anyway, besides of the news of how the novel is going, I just had the urge to blog. I needed to take my mind of a certain thing, and if anyone has any advice on what I should do, I would greatly appreciate that! ^^
Let’s see.. Well, recently, a friend of mine is going through a hard time at the moment. I won’t say too much, but it involves a very complicated love dilemna, very similar to the one I’m currently in at the moment, and it got me thinking, as always. I gave the best advice I possibly could, and I sincerely hope that things start to look up for her. She really is a good friend, and an amazing person at that, and we all deserve happiness! :)
Ok, so here comes my own dilemna… There’s two girls I really (and I mean REALLY) have strong feelings for. One is in the country I am in at the moment, and the other is in a totally different country from me (I won’t say where, just in case she might be possibly reading this blog! That would really give things away now, wouldn’t it?) >_<
Now comes the hard part. I like them both equally. I cannot choose between them, for they are both sweet, gentle, kind, amazing, funny, graceful, loveable, big hearted, captivating, (well, you get the idea!) and unique in every single way. I am also afraid that if I choose one of them, one of these two things could possibly happen:
1) I end up hurting one or the other, and I wouldn’t want to hurt either one of them, for they are both special to me in every single way!
2) If 1) doesn’t happen, then this probably will. They would reject me, which would hurt for a while, but at least I’ll have a friend that would always be special to me, and I’ll only be left with one option, which could also possibly end up in a rejection too…
So there you have it, folks. If anyone would like to help me on this dilemna of mine, I will forever appreciate your kindness. For now, thanks for reading, and I’ll leave you with this picture, obviously because cats are awesome! :3
